Words from Fairburn, Georgia

Amen! I'm so glad to hear that you have surrendered ALL. I have been praying for you as I could tell there was a real battle going on with you lately concerning this thing.
Ya know, I can't profess to say too much as I am not in your position, I do not have to give up all you have to give, and all the pressure is not on me. But...
I strongly desire to see people freed from the bondage of sin and to surrender to the Almighty God, and I know you do as well. You see...We truly desire what the Master desires...none to perish, and so I think that is a strong point to focus on to get you from one day to the next...one minute to the next... You are truly a (living) sacrifice, and from your sacrifice and obedience, many will be saved...
That is something worth fighting for and holding to as your motivation to do a thing.
Many people need this.
They need to hear the many words the Kingdom has spoken through you.
They need to hear the testimonies of their loved ones.
They need to feel the power and love of the Kingdom radiate from your presence and movement in the land.
In the ideal situation, everyone should just BELIEVE WITHOUT SEEING...You know that faith factor, but unfortunately we live in a society where people are so drawn away from their childhood innocence and trust...that the ability to believe without seeing is far from them now. They need to see something, to hear the testimonies...to be moved to true and sincere repentance. Because  of your obedience and sacrifice, they can now receive what they need to make the sincere decision they struggle with. If only men would come to Him as children...
That is so hard for them to do in this society. So laden with sin, innocence stripped early in life, and replaced with tons of pride. They struggle, and they need your sacrifice.
The Father needs you so that His will can be done here on earth as it is in Heaven.
I don't know why He loves us so much, but I'm sure glad He does.