5. "feeling" some type of way

​So, yes… days are passing and I’m not getting an answer and I’m starting to “feel some type of way”. I’m feeling lost, I’m feeling like I was “out-of-line”, I’m feeling like… maybe I’m asking too much, so… I sent this message to The Team one early morning. https://clipchamp.com/watch/JPAJrFadnA1... And as everyone starts waking up, they start responding, and first in line is The Little Servant with these words: 

​Greetings Madam, I think it would be good to hear what God Almighty has to say on the matter. His words will most likely provide a deeper understanding of what you can expect. It is surprising to find out this is not a simple request. It would be good to know why that is so. Then, The Lieutenant: I don’t think you should retract your request. In my opinion, the request is warranted, and you should allow Him to deny it if He chooses to do so. You are asking so you can do a better job for Him, not because you want to play around in the body of Hell. I say you wait for His response. I then reply with; but now I have a concern for my fellow Brethren of The Council of God. I just didn't think it would be so difficult ... and ... that The Council of God may be pulled into this thing... deeper than they already are... because of me. Then The Lieutenant follows with: But you’re also here because The Council chose you. Just wait for Him and see what He says. If it’s denied it’s because He has equipped you with what you need to carry out the assignment in His perfect will and knows you will be able to complete your assignment every night. The neat thing about you being esteemed in The Kingdom of God is that you get to audibly hear His responses to your requests and concerns, particularly this one. Just be patient.
And then the conversation picks-up between myself and The Governess: https://clipchamp.com/watch/LPg2YULsFqP https://clipchamp.com/watch/1CgF1krpBaT
https://clipchamp.com/watch/8j7HjLEbR4F Then comes Big Brother Noel: https://clipchamp.com/watch/pCbPvJhZFGS.